Very benevolent of you to still take care of you husband. Understandable why you seek real men for sexual satisfaction. Looks like about a 4" dick that only gets marginally hard. Good for utilitarian purposes but never meant to be used to provide women, especially women with such full figured bodies with orgasmic sex. Sucking his small white penis is a small (No pun) sacrifice on your part to be able to freely get the black cock you need.
You always look so beautiful! I love your sexy fingernails too. Only thing that would make those pink nails sexier is if you had a big black man instead of cuck boy!